So I am still working (I finish around October 13 or so...). I started with my handball training again! It's 3 days a week, but with my job I can only go 1 or 2 days...
I am happy about not gaining weight on this months, I haven't lost a lot but at least I lost something. I can say that I've lost around 10kg since I came back from the U.S (1 year ago). I need to keep going... I know that we always say "Do it for yourself or like yourself and not others" but I really like the guy who supplies the soda/snack/coffee machine in my job I want to like him.
I think I feel more comfortable since I've lost some weight but I am still really negative about what guys think about me, I have no self-estime... I think that's also why I don't "make out" with boys.
You know, there's always someone who tries to do it, but I am so negative about it that I think they are trying to make fun of me... :(
With this "coffee guy" (that's how I call him haha) I would love to have something... Everybody (my friends, colleagues...) is saying :
"TRY! You already have the NO.. the worst thing that can happen is that he doesn't like you, but what if he does? You are losing this opportunity!!!"
And I know they are right, and that I am not gonna see him anymore (at least for a long time, because I finish there) but I am really shy with this topics (dating guys).
I am even embarrassed to tell you about how many guys I've been with.
This is a weightloss journey, but right now is also a personal journey. I guess everything affects to the life, the way to see it, of living it and losing weight is affected too.
Well I guess I need support with this... and lately even more because I don't really know what to do with my life.
Well... love topics on the side... this is a photo from December (left) and Today (right). I see some progress, dont you think? :D Not a lot but a little bit.
I also can see it in my pants... I have a pair that when I left for the US (2 year ago) were OK, not too tight but not loose; while in the US there were not fitting me...; two days ago I tried them on and they were a little bit loose! :D I was so happy for that...
Those kind of things are the one who motivate you to keep going. But definitely I need to exercise more and eat better...
Thank you for reading me :D I accept any tip and advice... (I really need them! :( )
Left pictures from DECEMBER; Right pictures from TODAY
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